~Panic Attack

Now is 3.08am and my eyes still wide open...sebabnya...merujuk kepada tajuk di atas saya dalam keadaan panic, stress dan sewaktu dgnnya...Skang ni saya tgh jenguk2 website my previous company and refresh balik what i've been doing from Feb 2005 till Nov 2009...Ish..rasa cam hilang ingatan lak..

Boleh teka tak?hehehe..I'm preparing myself for job interview this Friday..

After 4mths being stay-at-home-mum..i've decided to get back to work again..It is a big decision after all..I enjoy being a full time mother & wife but at the same time I miss working life..being surrounding with colleague, gossip2..lunch time, new shoes, handbag and clothes and the most important part..the paycheck..hehehe

I plan to start after my baby turn 1 yr in August...tapi last week saje update resume dlm jobstreet..pastu saje gatal2 apply..semalam dpt call dr satu company kat Kota Damansara..jauh tu...mula2 nak reject..tapi nnt kena blacklist lak..so, just give a try la..klu dpt rezeki anak2 la tu..the problem is EBM tak cukup..baru ada 4 botol..tu pun nasib dah start buat since last week sbb nnt 29th & 30th Aqil ada appointment kat hospital..so, i will send Aqif to the nursery..but now, I need at least 20 bottles for this Friday and next week..so far baru ada 7 botol..harap2 sempatla kumpul..Lagi satu masalah baju..hmm..baju kerja dah packing dah..nmpknya kena korek2 balik ni...harap2 adala terselit yg boleh pakai lagi..

Takutnya hari Jumaat ni..nak kelentong apa ek..hehehe