~Miss Him...

I miss him so much..

Sunyi je umah..boring jer rasa...

Walaupun kadang2 perilakunya betul2 menguji kesabaran..

all in all..he's still my darling..

 

 

Adam ikut my mum blk kampung 2 days ago...9hb nnt baru blk sini...Rindu nak dengar dia panggil "ibu..." and his hug n kisses

~Girls' Outing

Rabu lepas (23/9) gi jenjalan kat MidValley ngan mak, along ngan ira..Mentang2 dah abis pantang..cepat je nak merayap..Semua lelaki (abah, wan, adam, aqil ngan aqif) tinggal kat umah..hehehe...tau je la kan bila pompuan gi shopping ni..rasa tak cukup masa..tu pun trs gi tuju kedai2 yg mmg dah aim dr umah..tak sempat nak jln kat semua floor pun..Garden ngan robinson pun tak sempat nak gi..

Shopping apa? selai blouse kat ENVEE..ada 50%, sepasang kasut Sembonia 50% jugak..pastu baju anak2 kat FOS..best giler beli rompers untuk si kecik ngan baju tido utk adam..rasa nak borong satu FOS tu..

Tgklah gambar2 muka gembira dpt kluar dari sangkar...

macam 4 beradik tak??

 

 

 

 

Beli tiket nak balik dah...

sian anak2 ngan atuk dan ayah kat umah

 

 

Dari umah drive ke ERL putrajaya. Naik ERL, then tukar komuter trs ke MidValley..selalu klu nak ke KL mmg camtu klu sendiri..sebabnya tak reti drive smpi KL...hehehe...

 

Hero2 diumah...

~MERDEKA!!!!!

Alhamdulillah, akhirnya tiba juga hari terakhir berpantang..hari ke-44...MERDEKA!!!

Pantang kali ni cukup berbeza compare to time Adam..Kali ni agak longgar dan kurang disiplin...Semuanya atas sbb2 yang tak dapat dielakkan..Seperti sedia maklum...kelahiran kali ni pramatang...so, baby terpaksa ditahan di wad NICU. Aqif stay kat spital selama 29hari..Aqil lak 37 hari..so, sepanjang 37 hari tu berulang alik ke hospital without fail..for the 1st 2 weeks tu..sempatla jugak gi urut 3 hari, berbengkung, bertungku semua tu..then bila dah kena stay kat spital..ada gak skip2 bertungku...berbengkung mmg tak sbb payah nak berjalan so tukar pakai corset..mkn still mkn makanan dlm pantang..thanks to my beloved husband..yg rajin masak dan tolong antar ke spital..dah la pose kan...start bulan pose mak dah blk kpg bawak Adam skali...jadi..mmg pantang sendiri je...

Set bersalin lak kali ni guna set AFIAT..konon2 nak try yg tradisional..tapi tak lalu nak telan ubat air ni..so, mkn  ubat yg pil je...itupun asyik lupa ja...tak tau la berat berapa skang ni...sejak bersalin aritu tak timbang2 lagi...berat terkini 2 minggu sebelum bersalin 64kg...dulu time Adam full term 63kg...abis je pantang 50kg...kurang dari sblm pregnant which was 53kg...kali ni pun sblm pregnant dlm 53-55kg camtu..berdebar2 lak nak timbang..hehehe..tapi yg pasti..baju kebaya dah boleh pki blk..hehehe...

Pantang plg besar dilanggar ialah minum ais...hari ke 30 camtu dah minum dah...godaaan sungguh tgk air org berbuka...terliur je..last2 redah je....pantang dlm bulan pose lagi mencabar...lagi2 klu lalu bazar ramadhhan..terliur tgk makanan kalah org yg pose...

Apa pun..pantang kali ni akan tetap menjadi kenangan yg terindah..dgn macam2 dugaan..penat dan seronok jaga si kembar...hmm..manalah tau nii last pantang kan...hehhehe

Di kesempatan ni nak ucapkan jutaan terima kasih utk mak ngan abah...yg susah payah tolong jaga Adam..out suami yg dikasihi yg bersusah payah drive everyday, subuh2 ambik dan antar ke hospital..ke sana ke mari membeli keperluan...to my sisters..yg dtg jenguk kami..dan semua yg mendoakan keselamatan dan kesejahteraan kami semua...Hanya Allah yg dapat balas jasa kalian.....

~Selamat Hari Raya

Di kesempatan ini, rasanya belum terlambat utk ucapkan "Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin" kepada semua...Walaupun tahun ni kami tak balik beraya di kampung..tapi suasana hari raya tetap disambut meriah..tambahan pulak, tahun ni for the first time kami beraya dgn ahli keluarga baru...Aqil dan Aqif...My family datang beraya kat sini..Tapi lps solat raya td, diorang dah bergerak balik ke kampung di Perak..sekali ngan Adam...Tinggallah kami 4 beranak...

Apa menu raya kami? Mak masak nasi tomato, ayam masak merah, dalca ngan rendang...kul 5.30am kami dah pun menjamu selera...hehehe..bangun awal excited nak raya...

Jom tgk gambar2 pagi tadi...

 

My Familia....

 

5 of us..

 

  

Adam

 

Aqif & Aqil

 

Bye Bye

~Aqil Dah Balik

Alhamdulillah, after 37 days Aqil dah boleh balik umah...Lega rasanya..

Dah tak payah dah ulang alik ke hospital hari2.......Cuma kena pergi a few follow up lps ni..

Hari pertama jaga 2-2 org kat umah so far takde masalah sangat..lagipun masa stay kat NICU for 1 week, nurse dah ajar camne nak handle, mandikan..bagi ubat..so routine yg sama je kat umah...nasib baik bukan jenis nangis serentak..kadang2 je..maybe sbb kecik lagi diorang ni tido  je.....bangun 3,4 jam sekali utk diaper change ngan feeding..other than that tido...kdg2 lupa yg kat umah ni ada baby..hehehe..

Dalam kul 11 atau 12 tgh hari, bagi diorang mandi (lap2 je pun), siapkan diorang, minum susu, mkn ubat pastu trs zzzzzzzzzzzz....alhamdullillah, Allah permudahkan segalanya...

 

Lepak2 sblm mandi...

~After So Long......

Alhamdulillah, last wednesday (9th Sept)Aqil dah boleh kuar spital...berakhirlah penantian selama 29 hari....Tapi Aqil still tak leh blk lagi coz result urine test ada jangkitan kuman...he needs to stay another 7 days for antibiotic..suppose ubat dia last mlm ni..hopefully esok boleh balik...

Citer pasal Aqil and Aqif ni byk tul dugaan dan cubaan..starting dr bersalin smpila nak tgu discharged..ada je halangan..Well, suppose bila cukup je berat 1.7-1.75 dah boleh balik..Alhamdulillah, berkat susu ibu..berat diorang naik cantik je tiap kali timbang..mcm Aqil dr 1.71 naik 1.76 and Aqif dr 1.66 ke 1.76 dlm masa 5 hari...Mula2 doc ckp dah boleh balik..skali tgk ada kuning lak..Aqil 240 while Aqif 289..After 2 days under photo, kuning pun clear..excited sgt nak bawak diorang blk on monday. sbb kena tgu doc pakar confirmkan..doc pakar ada monday-fri jer...skali mon tu cuti nuzul quran..so, kena tgu esoknya lak..need to stay another day..

Then, hari selasa tu pagi2 dah bangun tgu doc..breakfast pun tak mkn..punyala excited...doc pun check and confirmed that jaundice dah clear..dah senyum2 dah ni...skali tgk result urine test lak...lemah bila doc kata result +ve for Aqif..lucky for Aqif the test turn out -ve..so, boleh bwk blk Aqif je..sedih sesangat mengenangkan Aqil tinggal sengsorang dan terpisah dr Aqif..

Really hope esok Aqil boleh balik..since 1st Aug tetiap hari ulang-alik ke hospital without fail..

~What your prem baby needs

Found this article. Would like to share with mothers out there.......

The incubator

The staff may lay your baby on his tummy to encourage better breathing and sleeping, and to discourage movement to save energy. The UK'S Back to Sleep campaign recommends reducing the risk of sudden infant death syndrome (SIDS) by putting babies on their backs to sleep. You needn't be concerned about your baby being on his tummy because the staff will observe him, and breathing and heart monitors give added peace of mind.

Your baby may need his position changed frequently, and the mattress may be tilted to raise his head and to aid digestion and breathing. Babies feel calmer and grow better when semi-cocooned. Possibilities include a specially shaped fabric or foam roll, wedge, bolster, pillow or nest. Some NICUs cushion a baby's head with a beanbag to prevent it being flattened.

Many small babies stay in an incubator until around 34 weeks post-conception age or until they weigh 1350 to 1800g (3 to 4lb).

Keeping warm

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A premature baby's temperature-regulating mechanisms aren't mature and he can't shiver or sweat. He hasn't enough fat to keep him warm, because fat appears beneath the skin only in the last few weeks of full-term pregnancy. And he lacks 'brown fat' -- a type of fat which is a ready source of heat energy and found in full-terms between the shoulder blades and around the kidneys.

An incubator provides a constant temperature and a radiant heater can supply extra heat. Small babies also stay warm if nursed kangaroo-style. (Kangaroo care, as it's known, is when you hold your baby next to your skin, inside your clothes -- ask the SCBU staff for more details.)

Preventing dry skin

An extremely premature baby's skin is very thin so it easily dries and cracks. An incubator's high humidity helps prevent water loss, as does covering the skin. Some units use a liquid paraffin derivative to retain moisture.

Sleep

Deep sleep helps your baby grow and develop. Quiet times with minimal noise, light and touching help him sleep. Once your baby is able to leave the incubator, you'll find he sleeps better in your arms than in the incubator.

Protection from infection

A mother's antibodies don't cross the placenta until 32 weeks, so the immune system of a baby born earlier doesn't protect him very well. You can help by:

• Providing breastmilk

• Avoiding close contact with outsiders

• Washing your hands before touching your baby

• Wearing a mask if you have a cough or cold

• Not touching a cold sore or active genital herpes infection.

Protection from bright light

The NICU lighting may be extremely bright so that the staff can see clearly. This can be bad news for premature babies because their eyes are particularly vulnerable to bright light, and it prevents very low-birthweight babies getting enough deep sleep. It can also make them restless, decrease weight gain and reduce their 'islands of wakefulness' (the short periods of time when they are awake and alert). At worst, it may harm their eyes.

You and the staff can help by:

• Keeping background lighting low

• Using dimmer switches to prevent the sudden changes of brightness which make some babies short of oxygen

• Drawing curtains on bright days

• Covering the incubator unless a very ill or small baby needs observation for skin colour changes, difficult breathing, restlessness and other problems

• Covering a head box

• Draping a cover over his head if he's on a ventilator

• Putting goggles on him until a post-conception age of 31 weeks

• Shielding his eyes under a radiant heater

• Screening a phototherapy unit shining on a nearby baby

• Directing extra lighting away from his eyes

• Dimming the light regularly when he reaches a post-conception age of 30 to 32 weeks

• Having separate lighting controls for each incubator.

Protection from noise

Loud or sudden sounds stress an immature baby, impair sleep and can reduce his oxygen level. Loud noises may also prevent him from beginning to learn to distinguish speech patterns.

These things help protect your baby:

• Talking quietly

• Having quiet times

• Putting a 'Quiet -- baby sleeping' notice on the incubator

• Preventing unnecessary sound, such as from a radio

• Reducing the ringing volume of telephones or replacing a ring with a flashing light

• Not banging doors, drawers and rubbish bins

• Moving equipment quietly

• Tending to crying babies promptly

• Using a padded incubator cover

• Attending to alarms quickly

• Replacing noisy alarms with flashing lights

• Replacing staff bleeps with vibrating radio pagers

• Frequently removing water from ventilator tubing.

Your voice, heartbeat and other body sounds

Hearing your voice and listening to your heartbeat, tummy rumbles and other body sounds is comforting and soothing to your baby. If you or your husband can't be there, you could make a tape of your voices.

Your smell

Recognising your natural scent may relax your baby and is particularly important when he's learning to breastfeed. Just putting one of your used breast pads by him in the incubator may help him relax.

Touch

Small babies who are stroked and cuddled grow and develop quicker. A study of healthy pre-terms of less than 36 weeks post-conception age showed that stroking and other touching increased their weight gain by 47 per cent a day! A similar study found extra touching enabled prems to go home sooner. Stroking can interrupt 'stop-breathing' (apnoea) attacks, and letting your baby hold your finger may calm him and help him breathe. However, if your baby is very premature or ill, the nurses may suggest touching him as little as possible to prevent bruising him or disturbing his sleep.

When something has to be done, he'll have less of a shock if you rouse him first by:

• Stroking him gently

• Giving him a finger to hold

• Letting him suck a (clean) fingertip or pacifier

• Wrapping him in a blanket

• Slowly raising the light level

• Talking or singing softly.

Some babies are less stressed if essential procedures are grouped together, though the most unwell and immature may do better if they recover after each one. Gently cupping the top of his head with one hand and laying the other on his back may comfort him.

As your baby grows and develops or becomes healthier, you'll be able to touch him more. Indeed, a baby of 28 weeks post-conception age will probably manage an hour of actual cuddling. He'll probably love being massaged, and may sleep well and need less oxygen afterwards. Keep him warm, turn the lighting down and wash and warm your hands, then use a little warm oil (such as almond oil) and let your hands express your love by moving over his body.

Nappy changing

You may have to supply nappies, creams, cotton wool and other toiletries. Change your baby's nappy as soon as it's wet or soiled, as a damp nappy quickly cools a small baby. The nurses will show you how to avoid dislodging any tubes and wires.

Cleaning

Small wet babies rapidly become chilled when washed, so the nurses may recommend extra heat from a radiant heater. Being washed can be stressful and increase your baby's need for oxygen.

Swaddling

Many babies like being wrapped firmly -- perhaps because they feel more secure. This swaddling encourages them to cry less, sleep more and save energy by moving less. It may also increase their oxygen level.

Movement

A baby mature and well enough to be out of an incubator is comforted by being rocked, perhaps because it triggers memories of being in the womb. Rocking encourages rhythmic breathing and deep sleep. If you use a sling or carry your baby kangaroo-style, you'll provide motion and warmth.

Clothes

A baby may wear only a nappy and a knitted bonnet or other hat in an incubator. A hat is important because a bare head loses so much heat.

Most clothes and nappies are much too big for low-birthweight babies, and only when they are about 3000g (6lb 10oz) will standard nappies and stretch-suits fit. However, small ones are available.

Nappies

You could try the following:
• Double-fold standard muslin nappies
• Make small nappies from terry towelling
• Cut standard terry-towelling nappies diagonally and hem the long edge
• Cut down disposables and tape their raw edges
• Take a first-size pair of waterproof pants and sew extra seams to make the leg and waist holes smaller.

Toys

A premature baby of over 30 weeks post-conception age may enjoy a bright mobile -- especially if it is black, white, red or orange. A musical toy might appeal, too. Easily cleaned plastic toys are best as soft toys harbour germs.

Written by Dr Penny Stanway, author of Coping with Your Premature Baby. Dr Stanway is an experienced doctor, medical author, journalist and broadcaster. She is author of several other books, including Breast is Best and The New Guide to Pregnancy and Babycare.

~Kerugian hampir 50oz

Apa yang rugi smpi 50oz tu?? kenapa bukan RM???

Kejadian ni berlaku last week masa bermalam kat spital...

Sejak hari ke-3 pantang mmg gigih express BM untuk aqif dan aqil..masa tu sehari dpt dlm 20oz...diorang pun minum tak byk sgt...jadi adala jugak lebihan utk buat stok...tiap2 kali bukak freezer..hati berbunga2 tgk stok yg ada...rasa lega dah mula buat stok persediaan nak start kerja nnt...

Tapi, malang tak berbau...Takde rezeki....satu mlm tu pintu freezer tak tutup rapat..masa sedar tu semua susu dah defrost..nak tak nak kena buang la...sbb dikhuatiri telah dijangkiti kuman...nangis mmg nangis la..mengenangkan dah susah nak buat stok sbb skang ni dah minum direct...sehari nak kumpul 10oz pun payah...hmmm...harap2 sempat la jugak kumpul balik stok sblm start kerja nnt...ada lagi 3 minggu lebih....

Antara stok EBM yang terpaksa dibuang..........